Far From Being Sober....

Current mood: Dizzy
Current music: Guns and Roses - Patience

Went to work yesterday and when I got home, decided to just kill time and watch (for the nth time!) Grey's Anatomy, season 2 final episode. And for the nth time, i sobbed so hard, had a terrible headache after.


Every scene on that episode makes me cry. From the Adenosine emergency, to Burke,to Doc, to Izzy, to Denny, and to McDreamy and Meredith. I'm not sure if it has been shown in the Philippines yet so I'm not discussing the episode here. I don't wanna spoil it for everyone. But I'm sure, when you get to watch it, you'll agree with me when I say, it really was heartbreaking.



From George " Just coz you can't say something to someone, it means that you don't wanna say it. You want to, so much, you just can't. You can love someone so much, but don't wanna be with them. But sometimes you just wanna be with someone, even if you don't love them. It's so hard when your brain tells you what you want, but you know that what you really want is totally different. It's exhausting. " 'Nuff said.


Anyways, after watching Grey's Anatomy, with not a minute of zzzz, i have to get up to get ready for a kiddie party for my coworkers kid. Nirla's kid Ernie turned 2. He's soooo adorable! (I want one of those!hee.) We had a lot of fun, with the clown and Barney...yes, Barney was there too! (I'd post pictures but i didn't get to download it yet in my computer. Next time..or maybe later)

Afterwards, since it's a kiddie party, no booze, we headed to the beach to just lay in the sand, drink like a bottle or two before headin home. (Ended up drinking 4 smirnoff coolers) Got my co-workers (young and old) to drink, and it was fun seeing them getting tipsy on just one bottle. Hee. (Bad influence talaga.)

Then after that, like around 7 pm, got home and found out there's a barbecue going on in one of my friend's house. Shamelessly, i went without being invited (it's the alcohol)and continued drinking. Now accompanied with singing and dancing. (Much to the delight of my audience) Maybe it's because i ate a lot or maybe coz i had no sleep, that even when i finished like a 6 pack, i never felt drunk soo i kept on drinking. (hic) When everybody went home at around 1 am, except the boys (they're all married, if not, they're good boys so i feel very safe around them even when i get really, really drunk) and of course my cra-zee drunken twin Cherryl, i decided to play the guitar and sing at the top of my lungs, eraserhead and bon jovi songs...while eating all, as in all the left overs from the barbecue.

Finally decided to go home at around three (after drinking one bottle bottoms up, in 5 seconds), and right now I'm still up, watching Thorn Birds. Don't have any idea why I can't sleep, but still up and about, and ready to go somewhere if somebody calls me. Is it the smirnoff, is it the barbecue, is it Thorn Birds or is it the feeling of sadness for someone that's keeping me up. (I'm not in a bluer than blue mood but sometimes you just feel a little bit down yourself when your loved ones are feeling really blue.Sympathy blues.)


So there, this is my typical drunken day in NY. How's yours? ;-)

"There are a lot of mediocre things in life that we have to deal with, LOVE shouldn't be one of them" ...Dream For An Insomniac (didn't really like the movie, but loved this)